4th form, perfectionism and me

November 25, 2009 at 9:00 pm (School)

Now that we are 4th formers, life seems more stressful,

less times to sleep at night, more homework to do and overall

u feel very stressful.

Then you hear of classmates elected as Junior Mayors, classmates who are receiving Magis

awards, and u cant help but think wats wrong with u?

Then you think of ur grades and how uninvolved u r and u will never be able to become the person u want to be

because low self-esteem prevents u from striving to be noticed.

I am indeed ashamed of myself and i feel rather worthless and thats not a feeling that is generally healthy.
So Lord wat shall I do?

I lack a great deal of self-confidence, dont know my faults and have a generally poor state of mind.

Help me i beseech you.